| So I forgot to explain. Guessing some of you are wondering where I went for so long and so suddenly, simply to reappear out of nowhere one day. A few people asked so I figured I'd just throw it on out there, because it's a very interesting story and I'm bored at the moment so I guess I can practice my typing skills a bit.
Anyways. Most of you regulars remember me (maybe?) from CSS back when Office was the place to be. Things were good, all was well, and then basically, to make a long story short, I got nailed hard by depression during my last semester of high school. Since I was all depressed I really didn't want to do much of anything and yes, you guessed it...got sucked into WoW, which I had avoided for so so long and ended up failing 2 semesters of college. So then my ex, poog as some of you know her by, from SR vent (long distance relationships suck) decided to screw around with me a bit then dump me for some 40 year old dude in England that she's known for like a month that wants to buy her a plane ticket so they can get married at his place - gross. So relationship turning into a pile of shit cuz my ex wanted to be a whore, combined with severe depression and hypothyroid (causes plenty of problems including depression) made me pretty much not wanting to do anything at all every day. Definitely better now, but doesn't feel stable enough to get out and about in a harsh work environment just yet, so I'm sort of stuck at home working with meds and friends, getting back on my feet entirely. I know someone mentioned that I'm on the TF2 server a lot so yeah, thats why. Not much else to do just yet.
Now that things have cleared up a bit, I realized what I was missing the whole time I was depressed, the things I used to do and have fun with, one of them being on the sR servers and forums having a blast with you guys. So I found the site again, got CS:S running on my POS desktop, got back into the action, and now I have a new comp with TF2/CSS/BF2, and I'm having a kickass time on the best servers I've found so far for any games and laughing alongside some of you witty and hilarious guys. But yeah, thats just basically the shit that went down in the past 6 months. Yes, 6 full months or more.....very retarded.
Feels good to be back and over with that bs, and having ended up a lot smarter in terms of going about life. And hopefully that all answered why I've been MIA for so long.
/End rant-slash-life-story
Now back to some more TF2.
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